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Aajkal

I intend this to be a... journal of sorts? Also a bit of a to do list, where I can put the progress I make in different things in my life.

I'll put journal-y stuff in the middle with progress tracking in the sidebars!



14/01/24

  • met rik again... parents said it was ok for him to stay over??? omg???? maybe gobi also allowed in future??!!! aaaaaaaa
  • idk what to write today brain blankkk
  • bulbooo pretty much done yayyyyyy

12/01/24

  • Gobi came over to my house for the first time :))) It was fun... I will miss them in UK ughhhh :(
  • Didn't finish bulbo in time :/ Next time it is...

11/01/24

  • Late night deep convo with rik... it's been a while. I'm going to meet him today! Gotta finish NIN embroidery quicklyy
  • Got suitcases out started packing the warm clothes
  • Couldn't meet Gobi today :( They were sad
  • I spent too much time on spirit box radio yesterday and finished first season omg it was wonderful yay for my sunshine boi :')
  • Oh my god I'm going to go soon Ohmygodohmygod

  • ...
  • I don't know how to describe how grateful I am for this day. I just. Don't know. Rik... I love you so fucking much.

9/01/24

  • I did NOT realise 4 days passed damn... I thought today was the 7th somehow?
  • I've been very unproductive :/
  • I mean I made a general list of things I want to bring to uk but that was barely anything. People have started getting their visas but mine isn't here yet.
  • Spirit box radio oh my god. Sam Enfield is just one of the guys ever. He constantly insists that he's perfectly fine. He doesn't remember most of his past. Cursed lil sunshine boi. Finds out his crush is five centuries old, sleeps with him anyways. Falls unconscious constantly. *Psychological torment* "Anyway, thank you faithful listeners for tuning in to the Spirit Box Radio Enlightenment Segment!" God of oversharing. Most unfiltered man in existence. "I don't have any arcane abilities at all! I'm useless! I'm worthless, like my mother said I am! I'm completely and utterly powerless!" *lights literally flicker in the background* *accidentaly casts command on people* *Knows Things* He has (atleast) 10 cats. Ghosts want him, mugs fear him. And throughout it all, he somehow has a quote ready in order to open almost every episode of his podcast. What do I do about him.
  • Came out to my future roommate lmao it went well
  • haha I make my gf daydream abt me in class apparently :)))

5/01/24

  • Expecting to get my UK Visa in approximately 15 days!
  • I finished Hypnospace Outlaw the main story yesterday and today I was exploring extra stuff
  • Ahh yesterday night :) I called my gf and we talked late into the night about so much... omg she just messaged me rn that too a voice message I was just going to say how much I love the sound of her voice:)
  • PJO tv series is so good omg T-T aaaaaaaa I can't wait till next episode!! Percy just took a breath underwater then episode enddd
  • Y2k... you let me down... you let me down down down down
  • bro gf just said gangster was shot down near friends house today afternoon so theatre club left home early because we don't know how safe things are gonna be... yikes
  • Worked on bulbosaur embroidery but got stuck on the eyes. Tried red eyes like 3 times maybe I should stick to blue because this looks creepy
  • I listened to Spirit Box Radio while doing that hehe. The thought entered my mind that I actually want to try one of Sam's spells sometime it just sounds like a fun lil project haha
  • My darling when will I meet you again I miss you when will I get to meet you next...
  • Ooh maybe I should edit my "about" to mention I have a gf hehe (and remove false gym allegations T-T)